We walked.
Just walked.
No words, lots of grumps and shrugs.
We walked with the dogs. He even manages to grump with them, pulling at the lead.
Maybe a treat would help unlock this conversation.
Coke and chocolate cakes – seems to have worked for years.
In fact we started while he was still in a pram. We sat in the coffee shop for over three hours. Chocolate cake in hand I fed him little peices and and every time said chocolate cake. Then it happen, his first words, “choc-choc-cake”. Brilliant Dad win.
But this time even chocolate cake does not seem to unlock a conversation. I drop in a couple of crafted coaching questions… nothing. No, more than nothing, anger, pain and a silent scream so loud that it hurts.
We walk home, still nothing.
But we have walked it out.
In the house, back hiding in his phone.
Then dinner, a bit lighter.
The evening ends with laughter and a hug. I tuck him in and pray for him, a privilege, given his teenage years.
No resolutions. Maybe another day? But at least we walked it out. At least I did not push him into forced talking.
This parenting thing is tough, but good.