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Frozen or fruitful?

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Alarm, tea, kids awake, breakfast, back to school, coffee, tidy up…
The long summer break over,
We are finally back on it.

Sitting ready.
Almost quite.
Lid open, fingers twitch…
Back on it, online.
Send and receive…

Like a tsunami they flood in.
Likes, comments, junk mail, post, statements, requests.
Topped off by my own internal conversation of all the could and should be done.
Then it comes.

Brain freeze!

Thoughts locked down.

Mind

Stopped

Silence

But this is the wrong sort of silence, the wrong sort of stopped.

Locked inside and out.

That sort of stopped.

There is a right sort, the beach, BBQ, the sunset sort.
Those happy, sacred days of rested nothingness.
In that place, the flow of the tsunami is reversed.
My mind the epicentre rather than the laid waste shoreline.

The silence of the frozen mind.
A facade for the uncomfortable truth.
Inside the waters rip and tear and at the fabric of my thinking.
Not the quiet exterior but the internal raging thought chaos of hundreds of unresolved mental loops.

We had the answers.
We created so we could always rest.
The reality is the we never leave the network.
We are addicted to this mass of nothingness and pointless likes that overwhelm and destroy our minds.

How quickly I forget the simple truth.

I was not made to be a coast ravaged by the weight of incoming water but was made to be fruitful and to produce fruit that will last.

Stand back.

Allow the wave to pass.

There is another wave coming, of greater magnitude.

Mind free.

It begins in me.

Policeman or Explorer?

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Each day I find a choice is placed in front of me. I can either be a policeman or an explorer. It seams as if there is no area of my life that is unaffected. Being a husband, dad, son, leader and friend, every place comes with an option.

Somehow being the policemen seems easier, especially when I am tired. My younger children need a clear set of boundaries and I can provide them. The box has been ticked, they have been parented. I get what feels like an easier life. But on other days the explorer takes over. Those days are filled with the unknown. Bears live under the stairs, experiments testing the laws of physics and fresh territory is taken as the outer reaches of space are conquered. Exploring is more costly, but way more fun.

As a leader there are rules, some of them are even quite important. But I do not lead for rules. When I choose to be a law enforcer, I crush people while demanding success. But stepping in to the unknown beyond the bounded safety net of legislation means that the land expands before my feet. Oh for the thrill of uncharted lands.

Policeman know and enforce the law.

Explorers know how to read the map and are willing to walk beyond the edge.

As a church leader, the safety net is to enforce the law, to protect the interests of the land owner. But this is death to me. I prefer the live in the uncharted world beyond the maps in the places where the lands are mapped beneath my feet. Exploring is better.

Seeing through the clouds

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The weather forecast for marathon day said localised flooding. When we woke up it was clear that there was nothing localised about it. The rain was heavy the puddles deep and to make things worse it was bitterly cold. The thought of running 26.2 miles did not fill me with great joy and maybe we should have all pulled out and just gone home. But wrapped in rubbish sacks in a weak attempt to say warm we filed to the start line.

Why run on a day like that? Because we could see through the clouds and beyond the weather to a stadium finish. We could see that there was more possible on that day than staying in the warm. There was a different future with a finish line crossed.

Disappointment can so easily creep in and take hold of us, knocking us off the track. As a leader the vision you saw does not work as quickly as you thought, or someone decides to leave the team. The feedback says this dream is not possible or fails to hear the plan at all. As a christian all you have to do is watch telly and you are often confronted with very strong anti Christian thinking. It can leave you cold, and faithless. There will always be things that distract us. Just the normal stuff of life, people dying, being made redundant or someone putting us down with a sharp word.

Jesus was surrounded with people who could have caused him to be overwhelmed with disappointment. In John 11, his friend Lazarus becomes ill and then dies. Throughout the story his friends, the disciples and the crowd give him strong negative feedback.

“If you go there they will kill you”

“Let’s go and die with him”

“If you had been here my brother would not have died”

“Couldn’t Jesus have kept him from dying”

When there are things that could disappoint us, they rarely come alone. Everyone had something negative to say but Jesus had his eyes fixed on something else. He was able to see beyond the clouds of the present to a different future. He was living a different story, one that did not end in death in a eternal sense, but also one that did not end in death in the present.

So was he so full of hope and joy in his alternative story that he was disconnected from the grief of life?

Pretending it was sunny on marathon day would not have helped. We needed to live an alternative story, yes, but one that allowed us to put the rubbish sacks on to keep dry. We acknowledged the wind and rain but decided to run anyway. In it but not overwhelmed. Jesus was not disconnected, he weeps at the grave of his friend, maybe it is grief at losing a friend, maybe for the state of humanity. Jesus is fully present in the story but not overwhelmed, he has a different story to live.

Christian life and leadership has the added dimension of being easily overwhelmed with disappointment and so many just stop running the race. But we have a different story to live. One that has hope in eternity and the present. One that in the midst of pain and tears keeps on running the race. One that is full of hope, even when it rains because we can see through the clouds.

Hands up if you screwed up

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Sometimes I am reminded of the harsh reality that I still screw things up. It is a very helpful reminder as a Christian leader that I am not Jesus, it might sound obvious but the messiah complex is a real danger for leaders. You get a few things right and you can believe you are perfect and the answer to everything. But we are just people, people who make mistakes like anyone else.

One of the many things that should be distinctive about a Christian leader is the willingness to admit to mistakes even the ones we did not see. With this most recent one I had no idea I had messed up. But someone had the courage to say something. To come along and point out someone else’s failing is courageous and brave.

But the next move is really important. To keep strong and not accept the failing is a dangerous path, it leads to all sorts of lies, serious even if no one else knows. The best course of action is to stick your hands up and acknowledge what has happened.

The world does not need any more leaders pretending to be the messiah. It need’s ordinary people who will put their hands up when they screw up.

Social Volume

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There is so much noise.

Facebook, twitter, pinterest, bbc and then the latest youtube share. If you and a million others like it then it could change the world!

The social noise is loud and literally mind numbing. I am not wanting to socially disconnect, I just wonder how much of it I can really connect with authentically. Just because I don’t click “like” does not be I don’t care.

In leadership there is also a lot of noise. Everyone has an opinion and their is a need for their position to be “liked”. But what does the leader do when presented with a range of opinions?

Jesus somehow managed to cut through the noise and speak what’s needed. When the voices shouted loudly about the women caught in adultery, Jesus’ insight is, “he who is without sin should cast the first stone”.

Silence.

Then the thud of stones dropping to the ground and the pad of religious feet.

Jesus cuts through the noise and highlights her accusers sin but also challenges here to “go and sin no more”.

In all that is shared, knowing what’s important is the challenge. The same is true in leadership, the challenge is to know what’s really important in the midst of a lot of noise.

Change is here to stay

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Often people fear change. The familiarity of an event or place provide comfort and security. But change is constant.

If you don’t believe it try holding your breath.

Yes as some point you had to breath. New air into you body, cell dying and growing. You can help but change because you are alive.

In the local church the prevailing culture is often that of maintaining things as they are. Keeping the worship as it alway has been, whatever that was. Making sure the building is preserved for future generations. Even sitting in the same places each week.

The problem with this as in any organisation is that things are suppose to grow. This is especially true of the church which is not about about a building but a living body of people. Living things grow or they die. That mean change for the church is here to stay.

Lets be practical for a moment about how this change occurs and the routes a leader takes in bringing change.

Route one. Consult, and plan for gradual change.

The danger here is that by the time it has been implemented the church will have died and society moved on.

Route two. See a different future (vision) and start to walk towards it right now.

The danger is that some people will not like it and will leave. This has to be OK otherwise we would never get much done. The fruit is often that the people who did not want the change in the first place will come round it time. Great news because now you have moved things on and some of those who where slow on the take up have come with you rather than died.

Lastly and most importantly, follow the Holy Spirit and his timing. If he is in it then change will be fruitful.

The Focus of Leadership

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Leadership in the local church is often problematic. You are largely working with a volunteer organisation, often with little resource and in the current climate are not much valued by society. To make matters worse, leadership in the local church is often lonely. So what are the key things that can make a leader effective even in difficult circumstances?

Jesus knew that the Father had given him authority over everything and that he had come from God and would return to God. John 13:3 NLT

Know the focus of your leadership

What is it that you have been asked to lead and what are the boundaries? Seek to work within those limits rather that fight against things that you have not been charged with. Frustrations over things that are beyond your control will not make for fruitfulness. Jesus understood that he had been given authority, clearly our patch is smaller, but he also chose to exercise this authority inline with identity and vision.

Know the focus of your identity

If our identity is bound up with other people we will quickly become people pleasers. However if the root of our being is found in God the Father we will seek to please him rather than being overwhelmed with the fear of people. In the local church there will always be pressure groups and centres of power who are attempting to hold back the life of God’s kingdom. Jesus knew his Father from whom he had come. To keep us from fear we should know him who has adopted us into his family with amazing grace.

Know the focus of the vision

The danger in the local church is to focus on something that is far too small. Things that are important to the people, pastoral care, comforting words and worship. The local church desires chaplains to walk each step with them. But the calling is to be leaders in mission. The anglican priests charge is for the “cure of souls for the parish”. The vision has to focus on those who are not yet following Jesus. To see and reach into all that the church is becoming with the people who have not yet come. Jesus knew where he was going and that it would not be popular. He had his heart set on the unpopular because his focus was on the bigger vision. The Kingdom of God is huge and expanding our vision should be nothing less.